Three

I was tagged. I'm supposed to list 3 joys, 3 fears, 3 goals and 3 current obsessions. Here we go...

3 Joys



1. The obvious answer of my family. Ben is a wonderful husband (well, let's be honest here, he is a wonderful husband MOST of the time). :-) And I couldn't imagine life without my 2 boys. They've given me much joy watching them grow, and seeing how much they love each other, and love me.



2. Chocolate usually gives me much joy. If I can have a warm brownie with vanilla ice cream, then I am usually pretty joyful.



3. Being in my car all alone singing really loud to my favorite music. Usually SheDaisy, Dixie Chicks, or Tim McGraw.




3 Fears



1. I have nightmares that something will happen to Ben or to my kids. I fear they will get in a car accident, or get hit by a car. Or get kidnapped, or get lost in the woods while we're camping. Heck, I'm afraid they'll get eaten by sharks for crying out loud! I worry too much!!






2. I am terrified of spiders, snakes, and mice. Who isn't?



3. Ben was at the grocery store the other day, and there were 2 boys playing next to Ryan. Ben wasn't paying attention, but Ryan came back sad and wanted Ben to hold him. Ben asked what was wrong and Ryan said those boys called him stupid. I almost cried when Ben told me that. So it has been a fear of mine that when Ryan is at school, or at a friends house, or at the grocery store that someone is going to call him names, and I'm not going to be there to tell him...No, you are not stupid. I know kids call names...even Ryan calls names, but it's hard to hear it happen to your child. I'm going to be a freaked out mom when Ryan starts school.





3 Goals



1. Keep my house clean. Laundry INCLUDED.





2. To go to school. I don't even have a bachelors degree yet. I don't even know what I want to do! So maybe a goal should be to figure that out.





3. To know more about the church. I'll admit, I don't know that much for having been a member my entire life. It's sad. I've only read the Book of Mormon once all the way through, and I didn't understand half of it. I try to pick it up, but I'm never consistant. That's embarrassing to admit, but there you go.





3 Current Obsessions



1. The Twilight Saga. Do I need to explain more?





2. Blogging





3. Can chocolate be counted as an obsession also?